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New Beginnings

Did you know that if you happen to fall down a typical portuguese apartments’ flight of stairs, the bruise on your bottom will be in exactly the same place where you place your weight when sitting on a toilet. Very interesting and unfortunate fact. How do I happen to know this information? All I will say is that the shoes I wore this morning had no grip, and that my coffee hadn’t kicked in yet.

I don’t know where or who the people reading this are in the world, but the most important thing to know at this time in my life is – I’m in a country with much more forgiving weather than that of Siberia! I seem to have gone from one style of living, to something almost on the other side of the spectrum. The constant for this equation? I remain I ballet dancer in a theatre wherever I go… well, for the time being anyway! After I hit 30 I hope to have some back-up plans in terms of my choice of profession. As far as ballet dancers go, the age of 30 seems to be on the ‘older’ side of the spectrum. Back, to my point – I’ve moved to lovely ‘little’ Lisbon since September 2021 to join the National Ballet Company here. When I logged in to write this blog, I noticed that the previous thing I posted was (yonks ago) in fact recalling my very enjoyable holiday in Portugal and momentary escape from the craziness of COVID in the cities. Being vaccinated now makes it easier to travel but unfortunately didn’t have any effect when it comes to quarantining or not after contact with a positive case. Luck would have it that the day I arrived in Lisbon to officially begin my new life, my best friend who I was staying with happened to be a little under the weather. This was a thursday and by the saturday when he discovered that one of his students had contracted the virus, he too tested and came out positive. Fortunately he didn’t come down with the virus too badly, and by the Saturday when he tested, we were already at their beach house in rural Portugal, so confinement was much easier than in Lisbon. Even so, it was a nightmare to get hold of ‘Saude24’, the COVID helpline of Portugal (health24) and receive the correct advice and documents in order for me to test and quarantine. Since I had literally just arrived a few days ago, I didn’t have the social security number or tax number or even a Portuguese phone number, which made things rather difficult. And, despite being double vaccinated, the protocol required me to quarantine for 14 days since contact whereas Tiago (who was positive) only required 10days since symptoms. I missed the first week and a half of my new job in quarantine with a negative PCR and no symptoms, but hey, ho, these things happen. Thankfully for my second week in quarantine a fellow Aussie from the company was kind enough to drop ‘round some lino flooring so I could do my own ballet class and exercises at home to get a bit in shape while the rest of the implant were busting their butts in ‘Concerto Barroco’.

You’ll be happy to hear that despite a delayed beginning with the company (I wasn’t the only one, an American boy had arrived in Lisbon but wasn’t allowed to begin working yet since his VISA hadn’t been approved), I still performed Balanchine’s ‘Concerto Barroco’ in their first program, ‘Noite Branca’. This coming Sunday I’ve been invited to a music festival by one of the pianists in the company. He’s far overqualified to be a ballet class pianist, and during a conversation dropped in that he was releasing his new album and performing it live at the upcoming ‘imminente’ festival in Lisbon! He was so kind and got tickets for not only his show but the whole day for my friend and I! Other acts are ‘Ana Moura’, a famous Fado singer and ‘Jorge Palma’ a well-known Portuguese artist, among many others! I’m so excited, I haven’t been to any festival for ages since the world became host to a pandemic. The weekend afterwards I will go on tour to Ourém, another city in Portugal for a performance of Noite Branca (‘white night’, because all of the costumes are white in the triple bill.)

Here’s a photo after my premiere performance with the company. I know what you’re thinking… such flattering costumes! White Lycra, exactly what every girl dreams of wearing on stage…

Yesterday after I finished class and rehearsal, a couple of friends and I drove to the other side of the bridge for lunch and an afternoon on the beach. (The ‘bridge’ I speak about is one which seems to be a copy of the San Francisco one, over the river ‘Teju’ or Tagus in English. The ‘other side’ I speak of is not a reference to Adele, but a region called ‘Almada’. Many people live in Almada and cross the bridge to commute to Lisbon daily since it’s much cheaper to live over there. The beaches tend to be less crowded and more beautiful on the other side of the river as well. My friends’ boyfriend is a keen surfer so we met a few other portuguese surfers and I am now inspired to pick up a board and try my hand (or should I say foot) at it. Doesn’t sound like a bad life does it; spend my mornings dancing and evenings by the beach surfing. The last time I surfed I think was when I was 14 and convinced myself that I wanted to learn. So for my birthday I received lessons and even a second hand board – but other than during that summer, we never managed to find the time on weekends to go over to Straddie (my forever favourite beach which we visited every year since I was born).

After chilling at the beach, my friend and I caught the ferry back across the river to Lisbon. The sun was setting over the river, turning the sky a vibrant red. It was a lovely trip except for the fact that I had forgotten my mask in my other friend’s car, and not having time to buy a new one before boarding, managed to improvise by tying a singlet around my head. The result worked a treat as a mask for COVID but was unfortunate in appearance.

On the ferry with a gorgeous sunset and make-shift mask

That’s all for now, and I’ll try to write more often! Let me know if you read this and if you would like to hear more about anything.

Beijinhos (Kisses),

Ellie

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Performances at Bolshoi Theatre, Moscow (I made it on National Russian TV)

I am currently on tour with my ballet company, in Moscow! We arrived last Wednesday and my first show was on the Thursday, jumping in for a girl who became injured during ‘Sleeping Beauty’ Dryads!

I performed two shows of Sleeping Beauty and then we had our premiere of Swan Lake on the historic stage of the Bolshoi Theatre!

Considering we had only one full run before the premiere of Swan Lake, all went rather well! We ran our dress rehearsal from 2-5:30, without a break, then right away prepared our hair and makeup for the show at 7, finishing at 10:30pm! There was no time to eat so it was a rather crazy day!

Link to my brief interview on Russian television –

https://tvkultura.ru/article/show/article_id/348425?utm_source=yxnews&utm_medium=mobile

On our one day off, Sunday, a group of us headed off on a tour to see the famous Kremlin. (The theatre got 20 free tickets!). I had heard that a TV crew would be filming that morning with several people who were willing to participate, but for me, a nice sleep in was the priority! (This week we perform 7 shows of Swan Lake in 6days!)

Nevertheless, as I boarded our bus with my Polish friend, Alicja and sat down to have a chat with my family (because the time difference is 7hrs so every other morning I was busy rehearsing), I found a large film camera pointed directly in my face. They were sort of motioning for me to wrap up my conversation so that they may try me for a small interview… in Russian! Considering I had woken up that morning ready for a leisurely day off, I’m quite proud of how it went. Anyway, you can see for yourself in the link above if you’re interested! Never did I think that coming on tour to Moscow would involve being on Russian TV!

Above: a hilarious video of me ‘warming up’ before a show, beginning with Waltz.

On Saturday we finish our time in Moscow with a double show of Swan Lake, before flying early the next morning back to Novosibirsk. In Novosibirsk we have one day to rehearse Spartacus before we fly to the Crimea and perform that night in front of Putin!!!

How hilarious to think that I will dance as one of the rather suggestive girls of Spartacus in front of Putin. I believe we have one day off in Simferapol, Crimea, so hopefully the weather will be nice and we can relax at the beach or something of the sorts.

My bus has almost arrived at the theatre so I better get going for a day of rehearsals and our show at 7pm.

Signed, Elliements

The famous luxurious shopping mall, GUM

Can it get much more russian than this?

A video from the inside of ‘GUM’

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Politics inside a Russian Ballet Company

Perhaps ‘politics’ isn’t a very attractive word to put in the title of a blog. But believe me, ballet companies aren’t all fun and games! Recently we have been learning and preparing the choreography for a new production of ‘Swan Lake’ choreographed by the former Mikhailovsky Director, Mikhail Messerer. We already have several productions of his, and it looks like soon almost all the repertoire will be!

A photo from ‘Swans’ rehearsal. Can you find me?

So, we prepared the second act swans with our rehearsal directors and I had the honour of being placed at the front of the corps de ballet line! This is an honour because in corps de ballet, only the first girl is really fully visible on stage. It was the first time for me bring the first swan, so I was honoured and working hard. Then, Lo and behold our choreographer ‘Messerer’ arrives from St Petersburg to stage the ballet. Everyone knows that his favourites are the tallest, youngest, long legged girls, but nevertheless it’s a bit of a shock when we begin swan rehearsal and the first thing he says is that all the tall girls should be at the front of the corps de ballet line, and the shortest to the back. In general, logical ballet terms, this doesn’t make sense, but a directors choice is a directors choice. There all 24 of us were, swapping lines and places to his liking. You could say I was ‘demoted’ until I eventually found my place leading up the rear of our troupe! I will admit I wasn’t too impressed as I had been incredibly excited and had told friends and family to buy tickets for the new production because I would be seen properly for once! What can you do though, it’s only based on height and I’m hardly about to grow a few centimetres! C’est la vie, one has to laugh or cry.

A photo from our most recent performance of ‘Swan Lake’

So, what else has been going on in this city? Well, I’m currently sitting in one of my favourite cafes (here is the Instagram link -> Brewsell) sipping a hazelnut coffee. I finished rehearsal reasonably early today, at about 3pm and we have a stage run of Spartacus tomorrow with a guest principal from Khazakstan before our show in the evening at 7pm. Tonight we don’t have a show but every other night this week we do – two Spartacus (Spartak) shows, Don Quixote then a double of Le Corsair on Saturday. Sunday is without a show but I can’t plan anything because it’s a working day and we won’t know our schedule until Saturday, so no matter what we have to keep the whole day free. It kind of sucks because Monday is always our day off now, making it difficult to socialise with people outside of the theatre because all the ‘ordinary people’ work on Mondays and rest on the weekends when we generally have double shows and extra rehearsals!

You have to take the good with the bad. So, today after rehearsal I went over to my friends home as it was her daughters 1st birthday! Yesterday I baked banana bread so took some over for them to try. Can you believe it, they don’t eat banana bread here! I made my best recipe (Find it below), dairy and gluten free but moist and with chocolate chips (are you drooling?). Screen Shot 2019-04-17 at 3.48.35 pm.pngTonight I was invited by my russian friend, Yulia (russian version of ‘Julia’) to join her and her partner for homemade pasta (she said she’d been saving mussels, especially for me), but unfortunately I need to go to the dentist as my retainer broke the other day as I was snacking on a carrot, and the only time available was tonight or in two weeks time on Monday (I can’t book any other time as I don’t know my schedule yet!).

Last week I had a proper russian experience. It was my friends birthday and he hired a ‘cottage’ where we could celebrate on our day off! It was a two story house only 15mins from the centre with a pool, sauna, bbq, several bedrooms (not sure what for…) and a pool/billiards table upstairs! Here’s an (interestingly taken) panorama and photo of our impressive table setting. Yes, that is a little boy near the pool, one of the girls from the company recently had a baby and brought him along too! His name is ‘Slava’, very russian. It was a small group of us and the boys barbecued traditional ‘shashlik’ outside (skewers of pork neck and chicken drumsticks) while the girls prepared the table. It’s very traditional russian for the girls to ‘prepare together’ and the men to do their thing outside. My friend had made a homemade onion marinade which was just gorgeous on a lavash/pita bread with the pork and some parsley. (In Russia they only really eat two herbs: Parsley and Dill. My roommate told me that only very recently, a few years ago, were other herbs introduced. It’s the same deal with foods such as avocado, spinach and exotic cheeses such as haloumi and feta. Instead of feta they have their own kind of version, ‘Brinza’. It’s not as good if I’m honest, but don’t tell them I said that!)

The billiards table upstairs was different to the usual (Western) game I had learnt with coloured and numbered balls. Instead this was a russian version, the balls all larger and pockets smaller. Instead of the white ball, a red ball is used, while all the remaining ones are white. Other than this, the rules are very simple. Sink as many balls as possible. Perhaps, easier said than done, because the pockets being so small means you have to be incredibly accurate, (rarely can you manage the trick of bouncing off one side and rebounding into a pocket)!

Now to explain the sauna experience. In Siberia they don’t just have sauna, they have a traditional russian ‘Banya’ getting to temperatures of 100degrees and including a bucket with several suspicious looking branches. I had been to a sauna in Russia before, but only a luxurious spa complex called ‘Mira’ (translating to ‘world’) where Girlfriends and I applied body scrubs and facemasks, relaxed in jacuzzis, paddled in heated pools right beside the snow, experienced incense smelling saunas and warm, foam filled Turkish baths. However, the less luxurious, traditional Russian Banya was still a mystery to me. So, as I was told to lay down I prepared for the worst. First, my friend heated these wet branches (which had been sitting in the bucket) over hot coals and then bashed me with the leaves, up and down my body, apparently to relax muscles and release the excess water. It was definitely an interesting experience, I was more keen to whack some back after being given the treatment. I jumped in the pool straight after and then returned to do just that, only learning that by being the said ‘whacker’ it actually formed rather lovely, big blisters on my thumbs and forefingers from the branches. Only one way to learn! By the end of the evening everyone was happy and tipsy and full. We danced to a multitude of songs and played several forms of catch in the pool including one with girls on boys shoulders in two teams.

Thank goodness the weather is finally warming up, nevertheless the climate here is the most unpredictable I’ve ever experienced. On Saturday we had the warmest day so far this year – sunny and 18degrees, the city literally transformed as if there was a festival. Everyone was out on the streets, walking and playing with kids; a big contrast to winter. Would you believe it though, the following day was 9degrees in the morning and by that evening, as we left the musical theatre, it began to snow! It was my first time in the Musical and Comedy Theatre of Novosibirsk, where we watched the russian musical version of ‘Some like it Hot’ (An old musical with Marilyn Monroe).

A photo of the ticket and theatre, before the show started

After watching the musical the three of us (Nastya, a super lovely surgeon who practices English for work opportunities, Emily and I) hopped in Nastya’s car and went to a nearby Asian restaurant recommended to me by the Japanese girl in our company who knows the Japanese owners! They still had a ‘ramen festival’ so each of us chose our varying Ramen bowls, and we shared a delicious jug of basil and mango lemonade. I had to take a photo of the drinks menu as it really looks like ‘cake’ when in fact it’s just ‘sake’ written in Russian! 55f28bef-7414-4b6d-8a23-80b3c46a0032-1

Last night I watched the film ‘Ghost’ as a recommendation by my roommate. Honestly, if you haven’t seen this film before I highly recommend it – I think it’s a new favourite. The fact it has Patrick Swayze helps, but the incredible music, acting and imaginative plot make it so captivating.

A very typically Russian stall I walk through on my way to the dentist. They sell all sorts of interesting goodies including spiced biscuits shaped as Soviet coins!

These two photos are from my latest photoshoot with mt friend and Photographer, Egor. He and his wife love to travel and she speaks quite good english! They invited us (Emily and I) over for homemade pasta bolognese and to meet their two, cute cats. He is a proffessional photographer but it is still a new realm for him to work with ballet dancers. It was a fun and experimental shoot! Emily, who has proffessionally modelled in Vogue, said it was unlike any shoot she’d done before – in a good way. The results are quite good, i think!

A very typically Russian stall I walk through on my way to the dentist. They sell all sorts of interesting goodies including spiced biscuits shaped as Soviet coins!

Just the most adorable hand crocheted animals and beings in the metro. I couldn’t help but share! 

I made Apple crumble for my Landlady as I discovered that she (and most russians) had never tried it! You can tell that the response was a good one!

Last blog I mentioned my premiere of ‘Prince Igor’. Here is a photo of me in my costume with bee striped pants, long plaits and what is similar Rafael Nadal’s golden sweat band!

This sign translates to – dangerous zone. Snow may fall within 5 metres of this building. Pay attention and do not park your car within this distance. 

This is the view from the standing bike in the theatre when I do 30-45min rides every few days when we don’t have too hectic a schedule. This big expanse/park was very recently covered in snow, so in the interval between winter and spring, it resembles a desert as you can see! A desert in Siberia…

A photo of the theatre and a gorgeous sunset, I captured while walking home. The trees now have leaves on them!

I’ve given in to the small luxuries that Russian women pride themselves with. Such as a beautiful manicure. Like a hairdresser, almost every woman has their favourite manicure specialist. My friend Sasha introduced me to the talented ‘Anya’ who adorned me with the rainbow pattern I had chosen. It was great to have some positive energy at the end of my fingertips! Especially every time I step into arabesque on the corps de ballet line in ‘shades’ or ‘swans’ and look up to my fingertips.

A photo of my camel friend and I in ‘Le Corsaire’. I dance a Palestinian slave in this elaborate costume! Russia is still not incredibly politically correct with many of their ballets. In ‘Spartak’ we all paint ourselves brown before dancing ‘slaves’ on stage… in the middle of winter! 

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Spring, Tulips and Pancakes ❄️

The weeks are flying by in Siberia. Apologies for the delay of the blog, but our January and February schedule has been absolutely full on. Not to mention cold! Feb finally started warming up (‘warm’, as in -20) rather than the -35/40 temperatures we dealt with in January. Not that they stopped anything. Everyone continued work as usual! There were just more YandexEda (russian version of uber eats) people wandering the streets in their bright yellow gear on sundays, as people didn’t want to leave home. Meanwhile we (who work at the theatre) walk to work as usual on Sundays! Did you know that in the Russian language they have several different ways to say ‘walk’? The word changes depending on the context; e.g. ‘I walked to work every day’ you would use a different word to ‘when I walked to work I saw my friend.’ Because the second sentence is a specific example. Anyway, enough russian grammar for now, I thought I’d just give an idea of how different Russian grammar is to English! It really gives a different perspective on words and languages.

Did you know that in Russia we don’t just have pancake day, they celebrate pancake week (Maslinitsa/маслиница)! This was last week, and I discovered this tradition when I came home and my roommate had stocked the fridge with all sorts of ‘blinchiki’ and told me that we should eat them everyday this week! The Russian pancakes are more like crepes, with all sorts of fillings. During маслиница the cafe’s have pancakes on special and our tuckshop/canteen in the theatre made an effort to serve them! I learnt that the celebration has a religious background and at the end of the week, on sunday, it is a tradition to burn a straw woman at the stake to say goodbye to winter. Finishing on March the 10th, Lent diet ensues for the following month until easter. This makes sense for the week of excessive pancake eating if it is to be followed by a month of fasting! Personally, I’m in for the pancakes but with our schedule don’t think I’ll fully comply with lent. Here’s an eccentric russian video my friend sent me to celebrate the week.

 

In January, I moved apartments to a more enjoyable location (closer to all my favourite cafes), with cheaper rent and the coolest roomate. I actually found the apartment through a french friend who visited Novosibirsk on exchange last year, and I recalled him saying how wonderful the lady he lived with was. In all honesty, I lived by myself from September to December, which, with a busy schedule can be great, but personally I like to know that someone else is in the house and be able to have those passing conversations and chill without having to organise to meet up all the time. Also, now I have the great oppportunity to practice my Russian at home! Below is a photo of the view out of my window at the ‘park’. As you can see, it may be spring but snow hasn’t left!

This is the stairway of  my apartment block. Now particularly beautiful but very typically russian. Don’t worry, the actual apartment has a new renovation and is very cosy. Plus my roomate makes the most delicious ‘borscht’!

The above two photos are of me in my olive green ‘peasant’ costume before our performance of Giselle last week. The greyhounds were waiting backstage before their entrance and are so friendly! Made me realise how much I miss my dog back home!

This is Alicja (Polish), Emily (USA) and I during our show of Coppelia. How wonderful are the costumes? Handmade for us. I love my red boots, I feel like they came from ‘puss in boots’. If you’re interested, Emily just started her own video blog /vlog which you can see HERE. This day was, in fact ‘international women’s day’ which is a public holiday in Russia! Not for us though, typically, in fact it was a double show day, rehearsing in the morning and then performing at 1pm and 6pm.

You may be wondering what a pile of multicoloured teddy bears made of flowers could be doing on the streets of Novosibirsk? The answer is that is was International women’s day, and that it’s a big celebration here. The men make a big deal of their women, taking them out for dinner, buying presents and tulips. At the theatre as we arrived in class, a boy gave each of us a tulip. The men on the streets not only sell teddy’s, but all park their cars with handwritten signs on the boot, advertising tulips of all colours. It reminds me of Amsterdam! Even now, at home I have a vase full of tulips still surviving. Oh, and how could I forget, all of the makeup stores have huge 40% off sales, which I took advantage of, since I use a fair amount of foundation on stage each night!

Enjoying lunch at ‘Pitchii’, one of my favourite restaurants between rehearsals and shows. If you know where to look, you can find european style cafes! There’s a handmade waffle under there. And the latte is tumeric, hence why it’s yellow! 😉

Talking about food, I went to a movie last night (because it was a rare evening without a show) and my friend introduced me to a rather authentic italian restaurant where they had (gasp) gnocchi on the menu!! I may sound like I’m overreacting but believe me it was a cause for excitement as this is the first time I’ve seen any sign of gnocchi in russia.

I thought I looked a little like Frida Kahlo with my headpiece. Just need a few more hairs between my beautifully russian manicured brows!

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This photo is from the ‘flower garden’ in La Corsaire. It was the most stressful performance of my life. Just before the show, I had warmed up and put my pointe shoes on and was doing relevés (rises) when stitching attaching the ribbon to the inside of my shoe broke. It was literally 1min before I needed to go on stage and there was nothing I could do. I knelt down and quickly tried to fix it, but either I sewed it and missed my entrance or danced the whole 20mins without the ribbon fully attached. I tucked it as well as I could and sprinted to make my entrance with the other girls who were waiting for me. I was praying the whole time that it wouldn’t fall off on stage – and I managed! Just! Afterwards, the rehearsal director said that I danced very well and that my jumps were good. It’s usually the way – when you think you had a bad show they say you were great, or visa versa.

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This was my shoe and the ribbon which had barely been attached during the show! (Notice the toothfloss which I use to sew my shoes, as it’s stronger than general thread)

Another scary russian building to hurt your eyes. I swear they’re not all this bad, I just take photos of the particularly interesting ones. I’m sure this is from the beginning of the USSR.

I looked outside my dressing room window one day to see these lovely horses arriving! The guests for our show of Don Quixote.

 

This is a short video from a Gala we had, with guest artists from Bolshoi and Mikhailovsky theatres. We often have guests and tonight in out performance of Spartak we will have BAKHTIAR ADAMZHAN from Khasakstan for the first time. He will also be staying for La Bayadere next week. Today we have spartacus, tomorrow and the day after (Thurs & Fri) ‘Sleeping Beauty’, Saturday double ‘La Corsaire’ and then on Sunday ‘King Igor’ which is a mix of Opera and Ballet. That’s a pretty standard week for us! Last week was Per Gynt, Swan Lake, three ‘Coppelias’ and then double ‘Giselle’.

Our beautiful theatre lit up at night.

Living in a cold climate is worth it on clear, snowy days like this! These are the piles of snow which they ‘mow’ in lines in front of the theatre. I should probably say shovel rather than mow.

My Ball outfit for ‘Romeo and Juliet’

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A couple of photos of me in the ‘Waltz of the Flowers’ from Nutcracker. Yes. WE dance nutcracker all year ’round. Nothing stops us after December!

To finish off I will share this experience of my first ever metal concert. The translator of our theatre doubles as a drummer in a metal band, and despite knowing him for over a year, the internationals had never actually been to his concert. So, in the morning I danced on stage for Don Quixote and in the evening I found myself crowd surfing onto a fiarly different stage in underground Novosibirsk!!

 

 

Memory to us all

Tucked away in a drawer from my last visit home, I found these words, on the underside of an ‘Emirates’ flight sickness brown bag, scrawled in my own handwriting. I found them rather poignant so thought I’d share them here:

“Today I learnt just how important memory is to us all. How much it means to us when someone thinks of you, is reminded of you or remembers to buy / do something for you. These are the acts which have the most impact on the heart. For me, it was returning home and not knowing if Bart (my childhood dog) would remember me or not. The inexplicable joy when he did. When he wagged his tail and shuddered his frail little body against my chest because I wasn’t a stranger – my past experiences with him had created an impact and memory in his brain. This makes us feel like we are something on this planet. It gives us purpose. Perhaps this is why Alzheimer’s is so awful. Awful, not necessarily for the patient himself, but the loved ones around. It’s a human thing to want to be remembered, and a heartbreaking thing when loved ones don’t acknowledge or remember. Not remembering who you are though – that must be the most frightful thing of all.

This is why theatre and art contain so much power. They have the capability to conjure memories and to share messages. Smells, music, sight and touch are all compounding factors in recalling recollections. It’s important to be reminded every now and then of the good in life, the good in others and the good that lies within ourselves…”

Portuguese Adventures

Dearest readers. I’m not sure how many of you there are, or whereabouts in the world you are – but one thing is certain to say, all of our lives have been affected in one way or another by COVID19. It’s been a while since my last post, so I’ll catch you up on where I am in life. My whereabouts haven’t changed (not suprising since travel is fairly damn difficult at the moment), and I’m still comfortable here in the large town of Brno. I am in the fortunate position where I am still being payed (since the company is government funded) and can go to work every day to take class and see my friends and even use the new workout equipment they have supplied us in our ‘gym’. I wasn’t sure whether or not my contract would be extended beyond June this year, but indeed I recently signed the continuation of my contract, meaning I can stay here until July 2022 with a solid job to rely on! Finding a job as a ballet dancer is always a struggle, but now, with companies closing from lack of money and no performances, employment is as tough as ever. I’m sure this doesn’t just apply for ballet dancers, and much of the arts in fact, when the museums and concerts and festivals are closed due to social distancing. Anyway, enough of that – we’ve all read and heard enough about this pandemic from pretty much every source possible.

I still haven’t told you about my Christmas holiday to Portugal!! Whether you’re ready or not, I also have a fair few film photos from my trusty olympus mju1 camera to show you! It’s fair to say that I’m rather proud of them, and am enjoying my new hobby with zest.

I have an instagram account purely for my film photos. You can follow it at https://www.instagram.com/thegroovymju/

One of my collegues has the chemicals and means to develop black and white film himself, so we’ve created a sort of film group who will go to his a learn to develop our film photos with him! I can’t wait. Also, the black and white film here is not so expensive… only 100krona which is about 4euro for 36films! This is because the ‘Fomopan’ brand, are actually czech made in Hradec Kralove, not far from where I am at all! Here’s some more information for those curious souls. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foma_Bohemia

Here are some of my favourite photos from my couple of weeks spent with my dear familia in Portugal. Every time I visit this beautiful country, we are faced by more challenges and life is crazier, but somehow this only makes every visit richer, and the experiences even more enjoyable. It’s about the people who you surround yourself with when life gets tough. What’s that saying? ‘When life get’s tough, the tough get going!’. There is most definitely truth to this! My original flight to Lisboa with ryanair was cancelled due to lack of people booking (a bit of de ja vu as the exact same thing happened in Summer), but I was stubborn enough to book a new flight – this time with lufthansa. (Tip: if you’re booking flights at this uncertain time I find it’s much more reliable to spend the big bucks and book with a more reputable airline as they tend not to cancel their flights last minute, unfortunately this often means more stopovers but at least you arrive at the final destination). Anyway, that’s beside the point – so, I eventually arrived in Lisbon at 11pm after a stopover in Munich, and Tiago was there to meet me at the airport despite having just finished a performance! Usually his dad would pick me up (I know, how spoilt) but he unfortunately contracted COVID just before I arrived. There was actually a curfew in Lisbon, but the subways were running, and we needed to get to the centre, so we tightened our masks, boarded the underground, and munching on duty-free toblerone made our way to the airbnb where we would stay, (waving up to his mother at the apartment on the way) until Pai was no longer contagious. The second night, I was fortunate enough to watch Tiago’s contemporary performance in one of the main theatres of Lisbon. It had been such a long time since I’d been in a theatre as all gatherings over 20 or so were prohibited in Czech republic. (Czech republic has been in lockdown since about september now… and the cases are still rising! :o) I was really blown away by what my friend was capable of and the high quality of the performance! Often when you go to see contemporary shows they can be this sort of pretty, neoclassical, abstract thing. Contemporary is such a vast word for so many different things. This performance however, was so moving and beautiful and well rehearsal it blew me away. The music was an original piece to begin with and then transitioned into stravinsky’s ‘rite of spring’. The following morning I did a contemporary workshop with Tiago and a couple of his contemporary friends in a small studio one of them had, overlooking Lisbon. Afterwards we wandered around, looking for somewhere to get lunch – however all the shops closed after 1pm on the weekends in Portugal! How mad. We managed to find a mexican place with vegetetarian options, then carried our quesadillas, dips and sweet potato chips up to a church on the top of lisbon and ate, looking out over the famous bridge which looks like the one in san francisco. Ah, what more do you need in life than good friends, good food and the feeling of freedom? Afterwards Tiago’s cousin invited me over to hers while Tiago worked on a choreography project with his collegue. We put on a record and did some little clay sculpting. That night one of Tiago’s good friend’s, Nazare was graduating from the conservatorium of music with Oboe and performed her last concert as a student. Another adventure began – we walked through empty Lisbon (due to curfew), caught the train to Stubbal, a city less than an hour away and entered what seemed like a different world, lively with people and open restaurants and cars. I can’t remember the last time I was at a classical music performance, but it took me back to many wonderful memories. The power of sitting in a room and being presented by souls working together to create a powerful sound, is such a special thing. The power of music should never be underestimated and the fact that this opportunity of live music has been taken away from us sue to restrictions make me frustrated and angry. In these hard times, it’s music that could be giving so much to those empty and uninspired people around the world. Of course, social distancing is important – but being at this concert made me realise that everything is possible, and SHOULD be possible. The chairs were spaced so that we were all 2metres apart, and I think the concert was a little shorter than usual for added safety, but nevetheless we got our music, and boy, we received it with open ears and hearts.

The next few days were rather stressful to say the least. Tiago learnt that one of the people he had been performing with contracted COVID and meanwhile I was receiving a new notification or two each day that someone from my company back in Czechia had tested positive. It was a strange situation as we were already isolating away from his father in order not to get sick, but it also seemed that there was a high chance we already had or would have it. We waited and spent the days playing violin, painting, cooking, working out how or where to get tested and trying not to stress. Just as well we had each other otherwise i think we would have gone a little mad. Now I look back I can laugh. We did laugh. Sometimes you have to laugh or cry and we definitely chose the former. By some miracle neither of us were positive, despite the fact that all 3 of my roomatees back in Czech republic were feeling the effects of the virus! Tiago and I moved back into his home on Christmas Eve, and put up the christmas tree, nativity and all the decorations… just in time! On Christmas day there was lots and lots of food. Despite looking after Pai, Tiago’s Mum still managed to cook up a feast, god only know how! On the night of Christmas eve we ate bacalhau (codfish) as per tradition – in a sort of spinach, bacalhau souffle which was incredibly deliciosa! On christmas day we didn’t have turkey or lamb, but goat. The most succulent goat I had ever tasted. I’m not one to eat much meat, but when the quality is this good, boy it’s a different story! This was watered down with maaaaany desserts, of course ;). I checked in to a christmas zoom call with my family around Europe and we did a fun christmas quiz which we had organised ourselves. A couple of days after Christmas, Tiago and I had plotted our escape and off we went to the beach house, our backpacks and imaginations in tow. We left by bus from lisbon at around 7am, just in time to see the sunrise as we passed over the river Teju. The bus was literally freezing; wavering between -1 and 0 degrees. Once we arrived in Brejaõ we headed right for the nearest cafe to warm up in the sun with an espresso, or an espresso with a splash of milk ‘pingado’ in my case. The small local market was miraculously open and were selling Tiago’s favourite honey and oliveoil cake so we couldn’t help to pick up a few slices of course. (There is a photo in the gallery above if you can find it, Tiago with his backpack in front of a stall of jars etc.)

The rest of the walk was along the coast, by the beach, the weather was too good and the air too fresh not to follow nature’s beauty instead of the average road. Call us crazy, but after walking in the sun for a while, we jumped into the ocean in our underwear. The outside temperature was about 12 degrees I think, and I probably don’t want to know the ocean’s temperature, but it was rather glorious all the same. Some cyclists passed the beach and stopped to take photos of the two crazy kids jumping around in the sea in winter. We warmed up by running around a bit in the sand, then, as I went to put my shoes on, I realised that one of my orthotic insoles had disapeared somewhere on our journey. There was almost no chance of finding it in the sand anyway, it could also have been on the bus. And so we walked onwards. We made friends with some beautiful horses who came up to us from their paddocks and Tiago fed his apple. As we were closer to the beachouse, we dropped by the neighbour’s briefly to say a distanced hello. Their beautiful farm dogs came racing up to us and insisted on walking the rest of the way back to our house with us. We were also invited to chose two large homegrown sweet potato’s from a large pile hidden under a tarp in a shelter in their yard. We arrived at the beachhouse, salt in our hair, sun in our eyes, backpacks on shoulders, sweet potato’s under our arms and dogs by our sides. Happiness in our hearts.

Snaps of a Frosty City on Film

Hello friends, family and strangers (may I go so far as to say admirers?),

Yes, I have had rather a break from this blog – but I’m back at it… and this time with photography! The newest addition to my lifestyle is an Olympus MJU1 Film camera.(A birthday present to myself after some convincing on behalf of my younger brother). So, voila – I am ready to share with you a glimpse of my life in Brno during these quite months while the world deals with this pandemic, cafe’s are limited to takeaway and we must stay indoors between the hours of 9pm and 5am. Nevertheless, life goes on and there is always something to be discovered when you peek behind a lens and open your eyes wide enough (figuratively speaking).

Disclaimer: this was the first roll of film I ever took so it’s granted that there is room for improvement. However, a picture speaks a 1000words as an old fellow once said – so I hope this brings some insight (despite the quality of some). Enjoy x

Quarantine: Week 4

The city is waking from its slumber in two senses; selected people are returning to work after three weeks in isolation. This is noticed from the few standard cars which have returned to the streets other than the ambulances, delivery services or police cars. Secondly, winter is officially over – the buds are unfolding, the birds are rejoicing and the trees are dressing themselves in more green with each day. In the parks, the white and pink cherry blossoms are impossibly beautiful to ignore as well as the purple, yellow and white swathes of ground adorned by daffodils, daisies and other fairy-like flowers. The sun is smiling and spring is here!

My nearby park is full of hidden treasures, like bee hives, a pair of miniature horses and an ancient cemetery. All of this surrounds the central castle and gives a terrific view.

The bee hives amongst the park
Life at home = food

Quarantine, Creativity & Mendel

‘Lockdown’ is such a dramatic word, but then so is the phrase ‘state of emergency’ and ‘quarantine’. The Czech republic declared quarantine two weeks ago now, so that’s just what we (my flatmate and I) have been doing (as well as the rest of the Czech republic of course). Don’t get me wrong, this whole coronavirus situation is horrible and I don’t wish it upon anyone, however personally, I have been rather enjoying all of this free time. It’s crazy how fast the days pass, and just how many things I still have to do at the end of the day. The time has made me re-evaluate what I cherish and enjoy most, and given me more opportunities to discover passions other than ballet for me. I didn’t realise just how long it had been since I’d had a proper holiday – one that didn’t involve and auditions or needing to stay in shape for a specific performance or audition, or worrying about fitting into a costume. Even just one week that didn’t involve doing ballet class each morning.

Now, I can stay fit through different types of training to supplement ballet, like running outside (because the weather is getting warmer… finally!) and doing pilates exercises at home.

Most mornings begin with at least an hour of pilates exercises for the arms, legs, coordination, breath, core and balance. The good thing about quarantine is that ALL dancers around the entire world are quarantining now – so the amount of live streamed classes and online pilates and dance material is overwhelming! The internet is teeming with at home core and stretching and strength exercises for dancers! Today one of the girls in the theatre who is a trained pilates instructor taught a ‘video’ class for the Brno dancers who were interested – so a group of 10 of us trained at the same time from home!

Enough about pilates and ballet. I discovered something SUPER interesting today on my walk! It’s great, because the two reasons to leave the house in Czech Republic right now are: to go grocery shopping and to walk in parks. (Masks are compulsory in all public spaces though! We hand sewed our own as they were all sold out, plus they look better and are re-usable.) So I went for a walk and passed by the Augustinius Abbey, not far from my house, where inside was a garden. Would you believe, that I walked into the grounds and suddenly found myself in front of where Gregor Mendel’s pea garden once stood? Gregor Johann Mendel, the monk whom I learned about in biology back in Yr11 in Australia, the man who basically discovered genetics through cross-breeding pea plants. Who knew that all of this happened in Brno? I can’t believe that I’ve been living here 5months now, and only now did I discover this! There is even a highly regarded Mendel museum (although it is very much closed at the moment along with every other museum, cafe, office or restaurant in the country). So, that was my grand discovery of the day. The rest of my time has been spent doing ALOT of cooking as well as catching up on good books – I’m currently reading ‘Pachinko’ by Min Jin Lee. It’s about living in Korea during the second world war and follows the fictional, though realistic story of a family in poverty and how they survive under changing circumstances.

My roomate is Korean, so although I had never previously been particularly interested in anima, she introduced me to ‘Studio Ghibli’ films, which I have really taken a shine to because of their beautiful illustrations.  I particularly enjoyed ‘Princess Mononoke’ and ‘Arriety’, as they both have strong connections with nature. The films are never so long, but the story-line, beautiful music and illustrations really impressed me like no other animation I had seen before. It even inspired me to reproduce some scenes in my own drawing books.

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A scene from ‘Princess Mononoke’

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Some images from ‘Arriety’, a Japanese Studio Ghibli film

I forgot to mention that I’m still doing the online university courses, so that’s something else to keep me busy, and before the quarantine hit the czech republic, some friends convinced me to audition for an amateur english-speaking theatre group! I suprised myself by how much I enjoed the audition even though I have virtually nil acting experience and earlier this week I found out that I have been cast for a role! The group usually meet once a week on Sunday, so it works fine with my schedule and will be a good challenge as well as an opportunity to meet some new friends and learn a new skill!

What else is there to say. Please stay smart, keep yourselves busy, enjoy the time with people around you, keep creating, playing good music (very important) and there’s not much more to it, other than washing hands… alot.

P.S. Of course all of my upcoming flights and travel plans which I spoke of last time have been cancelled. As for the summer, who knows what will happen by then!

February Feels

I just returned from my Sunday evening walk. The sun begins to set at around 6pm here, and I think it has become one of my favourite times to wander around the park close to my apartment. I knew the park existed, but only walked there for the first time a month or so ago, and now it is my daily resolve to pass through the natuer for even 15mins on my way home, to clear the mind. I’m realising more and more how much I respect nature and find my peace within it. The park is actually the surrounds of a castle, on top of a hill – so when you walk there in the evening, you can see the whole of Brno from the top, with all the twinkling lights of the surrounding buildings.

Handmade doggie bag sign in the castle grounds – thought it was cute

View from the Castle on top of the Park

Stairwell of my apartment – very typical Czech architecture

This week was rather chilled. I didn’t have a single performance, so during the week I just had class from 10 – 11:15 and then I was free! Only on Saturday did we have a rehearsal for Swan Lake after class. This would be unheard of back in Novosibirsk. Most of the company do have rehearsals though, for a modern production of ‘La Dame aux Camellias’. Unfortunately they choose the casting in the beggining on the season, so before I arrived. It’s ok though, as it will be interesting to watch the productions – which often doesn’t happen as I’m usually dancing! To keep myself busy, I usually alternate either strength exercises or cardio on the ‘elliptical’ for about an hour after class. This week was better though, because one of the dancers is a certified pilates instructor, and she restarted teaching again for the season! So I went to the morning classes (along with some other collegues) at 8:30am on wednesday and thursday before the daily ballet class. After being in Russia (where Pilates hasn’t really taken off yet), I realise how much I’ve missed Pilates and how beneficial it can be for everything, especially to engage and strengthen the deep core muscles as well as becoming more aware of your flow of breath. For lunch, I usually wait until my friends finish their rehearsal (around 2pm) and then we go to the company’s canteen where the menu changes everyday, wither a meat meal for 100CZK or vegetarian for 90CZK, and a small soup on the side included. The food is VERY czech, (usually quite heavy) so often I pack my own lunch as well or go for the vege option. We often go to one of the nice cafes afterwards if we have time – there are SO many nice cafe’s here!

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Some handmade czech cookies we bought one afternoon after lunch. Delicious!!

To use the time, I’ve begun a couple of courses online through FutureLearn , an online website, connected with universities worldwide which offers courses, usually about 4 or 6weeks long with about 3hrs per week of work. I chose to study ‘Why Music makes us Move’ from the University of Oslo and ‘Exploring our Ocean’ from University of Southampton. It’s so interesting and refreshing to learn about something totally unrelated to ballet! We finally know our holiday dates, so I’ve also been getting very excited planning my summer and where I’ll be travelling, visiting family and friends. I won’t be going home to Australia this year, as I’m hanging out for a proper summer, so instead my younger brother will be coming to Europe and then we’ll go to the UK where I’ll see the rest of the family too.

In my sparetime I also like to sit (outisde if It’s not too cold) and draw with a nice cup of tea.

One of my unfinished doodles

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Sometimes I just really look forward to my food

Last night I watched the Opera with a couple of friends in the afternoon. As we work at the company, sometimes we can get free tickets! It was the premiere of a new staging of ‘Madame Butterfly’. Although I haven’t seen all too many opera’s, it was enjoyable and the subtitles in English really helped after havenig watched both previous operas in Oslo and Russian without english subtitles! We went met with a group at a friends place afterwards and one of the canadian dancers made us ‘proper’ mac’n’cheese (homemade bechamel sauce with pasta and topped with panko breadcrumbs), which we ate while trying the korean drink ‘Soju’ for the first time too and watching some stand up comedy on youtube.

Tonight, my Korean flatmate has a korean friend visiting, so I’ll meet them out for dinner soon. Her friend wants to go for a czech meal (since we’re in czech) but it’s quite funny because neither my flatmate nor I really know any good czech restaurants, as we usually avoid them and go for vietnamese instead if we eat out! There is a pretty large vietnamese population in the Czech republic, other than that, I wouldn’t say that it’s particularly multicultural, but it still beats Novosibirsk in that respect.

Below are photos from ‘Aida’ and ‘Black & White’ which I have performed in the past month.

‘Black & White’ photo after our premiere. It’s a modern version of Swan Lake, and the costumes are *cough* very flattering *cough*

Black wigs in the opera ‘Aida’!

Mucking around in the mirror after a bit of ‘dancing’ in ‘Aida’. Not sure how Egyptian we look. I think I look more like Zoe Dooeschanel, either way, I’m not sure black is my colour.

Life in Czechia

‘Ahoy’ from the Czech Republic! Life has changed considerably since my last blog (not suprisingly since it was so long ago!) and I am now living and working in the beautiful city of Brno.

To put it briefly – I decided that after two years in Russia, it had been an amazing experience, but was not somewhere I saw myself spending the rest of my life. So, after my final tours with the Novosibirsk State Ballet Company to the Bolshoi Theatre and then the Crimea (where we performed Spartacus in front of the infamous Putin), I made the most of our short holiday and left for Europe to take a couple of private auditions. Returning to Oslo to take class (where I had previously worked), they invited me to stay for their production of Natalia Makarova’s ‘Bayadere’. So I informed Russia that I would not be returning, and promptly began to live out of my suitcase from the beginning of September – mid October. It was such a wonderful time to be back working and dancing with the Norwegian National Ballet, meeting with old as well as new friends and enjoying the fantastic city. It’s so liveable and you can walk everywhere! Not to mention the fantastic quality of life and food. However, I had packed my suitcase in expectation of a European summer, whereas September/October in Norway already started to get chilly much to my dismay… I left SIBERIA for a reason you know! You win some, you lose some and must take everything with a pinch of salt, isn’t that what they say!

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Mucking around backstage in Oslo after our last show of ‘La Bayadere’

‘How did I find myself in Brno?’ is probably the question which still wanders on your mind. Indeed, I had never even heard of Brno, let alone know there was a ballet company here, but once I finished my contract in Oslo and had some time to travel Europe taking class at other companies, I also had time to visit friends! A friend which I had made in Novosibirsk was actually from Brno and had come home due to health reasons so she invited me to come stay with her! She recommended I join her in taking class with the company while I stayed for the week, and I happened to be in the right place at the right time, because although they had just started the new season, a few female dancers had taken maternity leave, therefore the company needed a female dancer to join, oarticularly for the upcoming ‘Swan Lake’ and ‘Bayadere’. Planning to begin on Nov 1st, I actually flew to Finland the wednesday prior, to join the company for ‘Swan Lake’ on tour in ‘Tampere’ as one girl had fallen sick.

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Company photo after our NYE comedy performance of ‘Swan Lake’ or ‘Labuti jezero’

I now find myself at the end of January, after my first 3months living and working in this wonderful city. Of course there have been many cultural differences as well as the new language, but actually, Russian has been incredibly useful! I really never expected it to help me much outside of russia. However, because this was former Czechoslovakia, many of the older generations learnt Russian in school, whereas now the younger generations learn rather good english (better than the russians anyhow!). So I manage rather well, first asking ‘Do you speak english?’ and if that doesn’t work, I ask the same in Russian, usually to some degree of success!

This week has been a very busy one. Well actually, I shall begin from last weekend, when three friends and I boarded the train to Vienna on saturday morning to spend the weekend there! The great thing about Brno is it’s location. We’re 1 1/2hrs by train to Vienna and 2 1/2hrs to Prague, not to mention all the other fantastic countries nearby such as Hungary, Germany and Poland. It was my first time visiting Vienna and I loved the city with all of it’s grand buildings and history. We visited ‘Cafe Mozart’ for Kaiserschwarmmen – Austrian broken pancakes as well as walking around the centre at night, visiting the Opera and cafe hopping.

Kaiserschwarrmen and I in ‘Cafe Mozart’

Two days was actually enough, because a) the weather was pretty miserable and cold, b) Austria is an expensive place when you come from Czech republic krona to Euro’s. I think if we’d stayed much longer we really would have felt the burn in our wallets.

Loaded with sugar and exploring the streets of Vienna

We found a Japanese Cafe! Ginger Matche latte with a homemade Mochi 

Horse and cart riding at night in Vienna

Care for some Viennese pastries?

The beginning of this week, a friend whom I danced with in school in Australia about 5 years ago messaged to tell me she would be joing us in class with National Ballet of Brno! I said she was welcome to stay with me, and so my flatmate and I had our first guest in our shared apartment. It was so wonderful to see Alicia after all of these years, and we had a blast even though it was only a couple of days! It was funny, but I actually did my first touristy thing in Brno this week, because of having a visitor! We walked to the top of the cathedral to see the best view of all of Brno, and the weather was suprisingly perfect.

View from the Cathedral in Brno

Reunited after many years!

On Wednesday was the company’s performances of ‘4 Elements’, consisting of 4 different contemporary pieces in one program. The pieces had been performed for the past years, so none of the new people were cast, this was fine though, as I was lucky to watch the performances and I was so impressed by the first show that I returned in the evening to watch it all again! My favourite was ‘Sarabande’ and ‘Falling Angels’ by Jiri Kylian. I’ll admit that the quality of the classical ballets perhaps aren’t up to the same quality as in Russia, but to be honest, not many places are. On the other hand, the quality of these contemporary pieces was very impressive and I was proud to say that I’m a part of this company.

Bows after ‘4 Elements’

That’s not all though, last night, my theatre NdbBrno, celebrated their 100th year anniversary! This was celebrated by an evening Gala involving star principles from all over the world. Oxana Skorik from Mariinsky, Anna Tsygankova from Het Nationale (whom I idolised during my years training in Amsterdam and who is orginally from Novosibirsk), Sarah Lamb and Cesar Corrales from The Royal Ballet, Lucia Laccara and Mathew Golding as well as guest principals from Prague, Vienna, Slovakia and Hungary!

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Dressed up for the 100yr Gala with my awesome Flatmate

It was one of the best night of ballet of my life and afterwards we (dancers of NdB) were invited to the reception for drinks and mingling with the guests. All in all, not a bad weekend I’d say. Today is Sunday and my day off, so I’m off to bed soon. I’m ready for class tomorrow at 10, with a little more newly enthused inspiration followed by a rehearsal for a dancing part in the Opera of ‘Aida’.

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